Sunday, January 29, 2012

Where Have You Been All My Life?

I have not blogged in 5 months.

I didn't want to put that sentence in writing. I didn't even want to think it.

It started when the sentence was "I haven't blogged in a while." I was so busy with starting student teaching that I couldn't even fathom the thought of using my precious free time to do anything but sleep. Then the sentence became "I haven't blogged in a few months," but I look at the computer screen all day, so the last thing I want to do when I get home is look at it any more. Excuse after excuse after excuse. But I gotta tell you something, tribe: I miss it. I miss writing. And I miss you.

After the one-two-punch of my sister asking me to make business cards for her blog, and two of my friends from back home starting to blog (what up Becca Joy To The World and Poor Girl Dreams!), I decided it was time to get back in the game. Expect to see a lot more of me this semester. I will write more. Hold me to that.

So what have I been doing for the last 5 months, you ask? So many things! Okay, mostly just one thing. But a few other things sprinkled in there too. Let's recap, shall we?

I started student teaching
This one is obviously the most life-altering. I started grad school thinking I wanted to teach college - and only college. After one week of teaching at an inner-city school, I knew I wanted to work with high schoolers long-term. My students are amazing. My school is an incredibly unique environment. My cooperating teacher is a crazy genius. I feel blessed every day to have been given the opportunity to learn here.

I started online dating
Oh, pick up your face. Every single person in NYC has either done it or considered it. It's not a big deal anymore. It was fun for about a minute until...

I stopped online dating
Because frankly, I did not have time, I was not ready for a relationship, and I am not the type of person that can just casually date people. So no, I'm not seeing anyone. Thanks for asking, though.

I became an "aunt"
My cousin Michelle gave birth to an amazing baby girl. Keira is the first baby I have instantly loved. In case you haven't heard, my cousins and I are pretty close. The fact that there's a whole new generation is pretty freeking badass.

(Source: Doctor Princess)

I passed the Content Specialty Test
In order to become a certified teacher in New York State, you need to meet a few requirements, three of which are exams. I passed the general knowledge test and the ethics/teaching skills test this summer. All that was left was the CST - a notoriously hard test of American Sign Language skills. Well, folks, I passed. On my first try. That doesn't happen very often. I'm pretty gosh darn proud of myself for that one and in awe of the respect and congratulations I got from those around me.

I did not apply for a job
Despite the fact that I am just a mere diploma away from becoming a certified teacher, when a teaching job opened up in New Jersey, I did not apply for it. I realized I wanted to stick around and be there for my students, and that meant more than a paycheck or a job opportunity for me. Pretty cool thing to learn about myself.

I did apply for a job
Now that jobs are opening up for next school year, I am actively looking and applying for teaching jobs in the NYC area. Keeping my fingers crossed that the right opportunity comes my way.

I got the best birthday present ever
My cohort organized a little get-together on the weekend of my birthday, and they had a surprise up their sleeves. I walked into the room to find everyone decked out in Freekware. It was the greatest present anyone could have gotten me.


(Photos by my friend and wonderful party host, Mike)

I created a movie marathon
I unintentionally started a superhero movie marathon. In keeping with the theme of No Shave November, I dubbed it "No Bad Guys November." This isn't really an accomplishment or anything, but it was a pretty awesome use of my spare time.

I played hostess and tour guide
First, my cousin Jen stopped by NYC for work. It was the first time I really got to show off NYC as my city to anyone in my family... even though we weren't exactly in my neck of the woods.


Then, my sister came to town to visit me for the weekend. We had an AMAZING time! We saw the New York City Ballet perform The Nutcracker, watched Daniel Radcliffe in How To Succeed In Business Without Really Trying, met up with some of the Weddingbee bloggers, celebrated my good friend's birthday, went to the top of the Empire State Building, and generally made our own antics all around the city. It was perfection. You should read more about it on her blog!

(Source: Doctor Princess)

My thesis was destroyed
After spending a year developing my thesis topic, it was completely shattered when I realized I was too late to do the research. I am now back at square one and trying desperately to complete the work so I can graduate and get a job for Pete's sake.

I became an iMovie rock star
One of my biggest roles as a student teacher is editing the footage of my students signing. I work mostly with the Advanced ASL class, so they're doing some pretty high level stuff. We just finished doing action movies filmed in front of a green screen. I had to spend an entire weekend editing video and putting in backgrounds, but I am so proud of the final product. The best part? Not only do I get to put it in my teaching portfolio forever, I get to burn it to a DVD to give to my students so they can put it in their portfolios too. Fantastic.

So that's what's been going on up here. How have you been?

Friday, August 26, 2011

Freeky Friday: Equal To The Love You Make

Freeky Friday




As the summer draws to a close, so we say goodbye to this year's Freeky Friday. Our last topic:
What was the best thing that happened to you this summer?
When this summer started, I thought the best thing about it would be exploring New York with all of the wonderful friends I've made here. And make no mistake - that was wonderful. But it turns out that the best part of this summer was reuniting with some of the people who have been with me for the longest time.

It started at the beginning of the summer, when my sorority sisters Maddie & Bonnie came up to visit. It was kind of a rough week for me, and they managed to completely take my mind off of everything I was feeling. I got to see some parts of the city I had never seen before through a really awesome tour/show hybrid called Accomplice and take them to a few of my favorite haunts. Whether we were getting rained on at South Street Seaport or drinking shmishmoshas at Jalapeno, it was the perfect visit.




As I mentioned in two previous posts, I visited Boston for the 4th of July to reunite with my oldest and dearest friends in my oldest and dearest city. It's kind of lame to admit, but most of what we did that weekend was lay around and chat... and that's exactly what I wanted to do. We had our share of tourist fun, but for the most part, I just wanted to catch up with my girls! Highlight of the weekend? Swan Boat Ride.


After Boston, I traveled down South: first to Atlanta, then to Gainesville/Jacksonville, then back up to the A. I'm still astounded at how many visits I managed to cram in to a single week. My dad greeted me at the airport with (cold yet still somehow delicious) Chick-fil-A, and I spent the next day talking with him and playing with my sister in Suburbia. Julia & I have this problem where whenever we're around our parents, we turn into 5-year-olds. It's kind of an excellent problem to have.

(Photo not from this summer because I forgot I had a camera in ATL)

See that dude in the back up there? That's my brother-in-law. He's pretty much the greatest photobomber ever. I always have a great time staying with him & my sister, but this time was special. It was my first visit to Atlanta since the wedding, so it was the first time where we didn't have to plan a billion things. It was so nice to just relax with them!

Julia, Dave and I also got to catch up with some of my friends from high school. Mike & Ross moved to Atlanta pretty recently, so Julia put on her expertise pants and took us to Ormsby's. After a few rounds of craft beer and Apples to Apples, I was reminded how awesome these boys are. I've known Mike since I was 10 and Ross since I was 13. How crazy is that?! It was so fun to reminisce on old times (like the time Mike showed up on my doorstep and sang to me to convince me to date his friend) and talk about where we're going from here. They grow up so fast.
(Photo not from this summer because I forgot I had a camera in ATL)
(Also, Kevin, I'm sorry I cropped you out. But you stayed in Florida. So, sorry I'm not sorry)
I then drove down to Jacksonville, stopping in Gainesville to see my favorite cupcake makers. Stephanie and Claire are running a great show down there in the Swamp. If you haven't checked out Sarkara Sweets, you simply must! These ladies changed my life. They taught me how to do what I love, and constantly reminded me of what's really important in life. They are beautiful human beings. Beautiful human beings that I somehow don't have a picture with.

I made it to Jacksonville for my sorority sister's wedding. Ashley and Andrew have been together for about a billion years, so it was great to see them tie the knot! The best part, though, was partying with my Kappas at the reception and at some honkey tonk afterparty. I love these girls way too much. I'm a little sad I don't have a picture of ALL of us together, but this one, minus a few VIPs, will have to do:


Back in Atlanta, I had margaritas and guacamole with Lisa, another sorority sister, who is starting the next chapter of her life. She is so immensely brilliant, and I know she's going to do wonderful things. I know things are kind of crazy for her right now, so this is me formally announcing my faith that everything is going to turn out great for her. Hang in there!
All of these people have meant so much to me over the years, and it was so wonderful to spend even a little time with all of them. Every summer in my life has been defined by some negative event that happened during the time frame - the summer my parents split up, the summer my mom had breast cancer, the summer I fell mysteriously ill. The last two summers, I have been determined not to define my summers by whatever negativity would inevitably occur. This could have been the summer I felt an earthquake or prepared my northeastern friends for a hurricane. This could have been the summer I actually didn't understand what was going on in school. This could have been the summer I ended a five year relationship.
But it's not. This is the summer I was reminded how incredibly blessed I am with kick-ass friends and family all over the country. This is the summer I took grown-up vacations with my friends. This is the summer I showed tourists around my city. This is the summer of positivity. And you, Freek Nation, have been a huge part of that. Freeky Friday has been a weekly reminder of all of the beautiful things in my past, present, and future. It has meant so much to me to have all of you participating. To be honest, the single greatest thing that happened to me this summer was the love I feel every Friday when I see your tweets, blog posts, and Facebook comments. Thank you for helping make my summer what it was. I encourage you to continue finding the positivity in your life on your own. We'll be back next summer to nudge you along!

So, what's the best thing that happened to you this summer?

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Friday, August 19, 2011

Freeky Friday: Happy Days Are Here Again

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Welcome back to another Freeky Friday! Today's topic:
When are you most happy?
A lot of people, places, and things make me happy. I am quite literally at a loss for words here. Instead of telling you a story, I'm just going to give you a little picspam of what I believe are some of my happiest moments... with captions, of course.

I am happiest when I am baking (duh).

I am happiest when I am making a fool of myself on UF's campus

I am happiest when I am drowning in books that I bought for $1 each.

I am happiest when I am goofing around with my TA loves.

I am happiest when my sister and I are acting like children around our parents.

I am happiest when we come up with impromptu inside jokes.

Even more after the jump!

Monday, August 15, 2011

Subway Series: Let's Play A Game

We're nearing my one year anniversary as a New York resident, so I'd like to take some time to pay tribute to our honored transportation system. The Subway Series is a collection of posts dedicated to the ridiculousity of the Metropolitan Transit Authority's underground tunnel system, relied upon by so many New Yorkers to get to school, to work, to home, to play, to shop, to study, and to explore. Today's topic:

Fun Games To Play with MTA

Let's face it: subway commuting is boring as hell, and we all need something to do to occupy our time, mainly involving silently making up back-stories for our fellow-commuters. Here are some suggestions for games to play while riding the subway:

What's That Smell?
Is it food? Is it body odor? Is it someone's dog? This is especially fun to play on the platform waiting for the train to come. A tip: you only win if you can successfully move away from the smell. Even if it's pleasant, you won't think so after you're trapped in a stuffy box next to it for an extended period of time.

Have I Been In This Car Before?
Haven't I seen that ad before? I think I remember that graffiti. That gum stain over the transit map looks familiar. Chances are, you haven't; there are over 6,400 cars on the MTA roster. But it's fun to wonder if you have, reminisce upon the time you stared at that same dent on the wall for 25 minutes, and waste a few minutes.


Guess The Stop
This is my absolute favorite game because I always win. Pick a person on the subway. Guess the stop at which they are going to get off. You are not allowed to change your mind - you must stick with your original guess. At the desired stop, watch to see if your target exits the train. Easy stops to spot: hub stops like Columbus Circle and West 4th street (commuters who need to switch to another train), transportation centers like 42nd Street and 34th Street (people with luggage), and 116th Street/Columbia University (let's be honest, we have a look about us). I have never guessed that someone was going to get off at 116th Street and been wrong.

Speak Another Language
This is my favorite game to play with friends. It's easy: just start using another language. People will stop and stare at you because they will assume you're talking about them. Chances are you weren't - until they started staring at you. This is especially fun with American Sign Language for a couple reasons: First, people will spend their entire commute trying to figure out which one of you is deaf (bonus points if none of you are deaf). Second, people will start talking about how ASL is a beautiful language. This is your cue to start signing horrible things and watch them smile at how lovely it is. And finally, subway signing is the best because subways are loud, cacophonous environments. Isn't it nice to not have to shout over all of that?


Guess The Font
This game is not for everyone, but it's definitely for me. Look up at the ads lining the walls. Is that a serif (Times New Roman) or a sans-serif (Arial)? Is it a cursive (connected) or a script (disconnected)? Do you have that font in your arsenal? Would you even want it? Once you've mastered the ads on the walls, move on to the bags people are carrying, or the type on their shirts. Most official MTA things will be in Helvetica, but on the off chance they're not, contemplate why they chose to mix in a serif. Note: if you can come up with a valid reason for why MTA has recently chosen to do this, please let me know, because it's been bothering me for months. Shut up, I like typography.


Gay or European?
Often, you will find two well-dressed, nicely coiffed men riding the subway together. Sometimes they are holding hands. Sometimes they are speaking another language. If they are doing either of those things, you are not allowed to play Gay or European. If they are not, the fun begins. Don't forget to create a back-story for how these lovebirds (or les copains) met.

Homeless or Hippie?
This is a slight variation of Gay or European, meant to be played in the wintertime, when everyone is bundled up and it's hard to tell who is who. Does the person give off a distinct odor? Homeless. Does the person look like they don't care about anything? Hippie. Is the person asleep? Homeless. Does the person eventually get off the train? Hippie. The biggest difference between this one and Gay or European is that you will most likely be able to answer this one definitively at some point. Also, Gay or European is much, much cleaner.


Tour Guide
"This is 42nd Street, Times Square. Transfer is available to the 2, 3, A, C, E, N, Q, R, 7, and the Shuttle to Grand Central. The next stop is 34th Street, Penn Station." When you hear that friendly little announcer, ask yourself where else you can transfer to at this stop? What's the next stop on the Q train? If you were to get out and onto the street, what's the first thing you'd see? Where could you go from here? Try to come up with elaborate transportation routes, like taking the Shuttle, then the 4/5/6 up to 86th Street, walking three blocks west, and going to the Metropolitan Museum of Art. Or, try to come up with walking tours, like walking down 6th Avenue to the New York Public Library. I like this game; it tests my knowledge of my city.

What Have You Been Up To?
And finally, another game to create elaborate lives for your fellow commuters. Look at her outfit. Where is she going? Where is she coming from? Why does she think those shoes match that top? Why is her hair so tangled? Who is that guy standing next to her? This is useful when you are coming back from something relatively lame, like a study date at a friend's apartment, and other people have already pre-gamed and are headed out for a night on the town. This game is especially fun when it's 9 am on a Saturday and you are headed to Trader Joe's... and that girl standing across from you is clearly still wearing last night's makeup. Look, I'm in grad school. I have to live vicariously through other people's fun.


What games do you play during your commute? Have you ever played any of these on a subway? Did you win? I always win.

Friday, August 12, 2011

Freeky Friday: 99% Perspiration


Freeky Friday




Welcome back to another Freeky Friday! Today's topic:
Who inspires you?
We've gotten a few requests for this topic, but my sister and I kept nixing it. Whenever someone asks me this question, I always talk about my cousin, Mark, the creator of Freekware. And we've already talked about that. But when July's Freeky Friday winner requested this topic, I couldn't say no to her. My sister and I decided to do it, and neither of us would write about Mark.

The easy thing to do would be to write about my college ASL teacher, but I've already written about him, too. Not so much on here, but in almost every single personal statement-type piece I've written in the last three years. No offense, Tucc, but everyone knows how much you inspire me. Today I'd like to honor someone else.

Photo taken by my friend Stephanie on her cell phone
(Yes, I did think it was a pro pic. That's how legit she is.)

I'm not going to talk about how my mom consistently puts the needs of her children ahead of her own. I'm not going to talk about how I call her whenever I'm upset and she reminds me how wonderful I am and completely rejuvenates me. I'm not going to talk about the speech she gave me when I was deciding about becoming a teacher. In fact, I'm not going to talk about her as a mother at all. Don't get me wrong -  my mom is a GREAT mom. But that's old hat, my dears. I want to talk about my mom as a person.

(The pictures, however, will continue to reflect my mom as a mom, because that's what I have)

Let's get something off the table right away: my mom is a breast cancer survivor. Now, I admire all survivors because they remind us to be strong, stay brave, and keep moving forward because our work here is never done. But when I think about my mom having cancer, I don't remember her suffering at all. I just remember how lighthearted she was about the whole thing. I mean, she went into the operating room with a piece of tape on her leg in the shape of a V (for victory, of course) that read "not the leg, the boob." Why? Because why not? My mom inspires me to never stop laughing. Life is ridiculous. You might as well enjoy it.


My mom is a teacher at heart, and since I began my pursuit of education happiness, I've really turned to her as a resource. I absolutely love being able to talk shop with her. Last semester when I was struggling with getting through to my students and undoing some bad practices instilled by their previous teacher, someone told me that I couldn't beat them all and to just try what I could and then give up. I immediately called my mom. Was I really supposed to walk away so soon? No, she said, but I did need to realize that not every single student was going to leave my class and start interpreting school. She helped me brainstorm creative ways to incorporate the problem into regular lessons in order to focus on the weaknesses of the few without boring the heck out of the many. My mom inspires me to be a more grounded, more productive teacher.

The other day, I had a conversation with my mom that must have lasted for hours. She told me she worried for me, since my brain was always running a mile a minute, and she wished she could help me see things more simply, the way that she does. We talked forever about the beautiful little things in life, like the time she was walking my dog and just stopped for a while to sit and appreciate a tree, or the time she came to move me in to New York and was totally unamused by the whole city except the ducks in Central Park.


No matter how many times she teaches me this lesson, I need constant reminding: My mom inspires me to slow down, to appreciate what I have and what's around me, and to relish in the time I have alone. She inspires me to be comfortable and grateful for who I am and the world in which I live. She inspires me to love the little things. Cheers to you, Mama Bear!


Who inspires you?

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When are you most happy?


Friday, August 5, 2011

Freeky Friday: Love That Dirty Water

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Welcome to the first Freeky Friday of August! Today's topic:
If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?

I've had a love affair with Boston my whole life. I spent many summers on South Shore, and we would always venture into the city to explore a little. In 2004, I had the opportunity to do a summer at Boston University for a theatre program; it changed my life. Not only did I form amazing friendships and realize just how independent I am capable of being, it reaffirmed my love of Boston and showed me that I was born to live in a big city. While I went back to visit in 2005 and in winter 2009, it wasn't until my visit last month that I really saw just how important Boston is to me.

I love the history...




...and the scenery...




...and the sports.



But most of all, I love the wonderful memories I share with some of my favorite people.



What about you? Where would go right now if you could go anywhere?

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Who inspires you?


Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Freeky Friday: The Freeking July Winner!

We thought June was good, but this month was even better! In July, we had 64 Freeky Friday participants. You guys rock, and we really appreciate all of your wonderful contributions this month!
Before we reveal our big winner for the month of July, let's recap a bit, shall we?
Without further ado, I'm pleased to announce this month's Freeking Winner! The random number generator chose a number for us...
...so we turned to our handy dandy spreadsheet to see that the lucky Freek was...

... Emily! She wrote about D2, Freedom Writers, and Despicable Me - all wonderfully upbeat movies! I highly recommend her blog, Write Twenty Eleven. It's chock full of positivity, love, and some wonderful thoughts on education!
Emily will receive a donation to the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society in her name, as well as some Peanut Butter Smores Bites! As for the rest of you, you've got another freeking month to participate! Augusts's first topic is:

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?

A new month means a new giveaway! Every time you post, tweet or comment in the month of August, you'll be entered to win some Reverse Chocolate Chip Cookies and a contribution to the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society in your name. There are four Fridays in August, so if you blog, tweet, and comment every week, you'll be entered twelve times!
Hop to it, Freek Nation! See you on Friday!